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Tortured By Money
By Money Sick | February 13, 2008
My mother told me to “open my eyes big big when you marry next time”. My mind and my heart was blank at those moment. Those words have no impact on me at all.
What Your Mother Teaches You
Your mother told you “the pot is hot, the iron is hot, don’t touch”. She also told you “if you touch the hot fire, you will hurt your hands”. If you still don’t listen or don’t understand, she will tell you “you will cry if you touch the hot plate or play with fire”. She told you about pain, but you do not know what is pain. She told you what is danger, what is hot, what is cold, you do not know too. You can check the dictionary, you can ask around, you often heard the words, but you can only know the meaning in words, but what is the real meaning in your heart and mind, do you really understand? You only realize the meaning of danger, hot, cold, and pain when you feel it with your own hands and when you get hurt and got Pain incurred on you.
Learn From Experience
It is perfectly alright to learn about hot and cold by touching. But at extreme temperatures, you might get injured. You get injured when there is fire and you might get froze bite when there is extreme cold. But that is lesson learn, a real experience. Experience good and experience bad — nothing can win the perfect magic of experience.
Experience has taught me many things. Experience has brought me lots of pain.
I am Lost. I am Defeated. I failed. I am Broken, utterly broken — broken heart and broken mind. You would not see, you would not know, but I know I failed. I need to mend my broken heart and my broken mind fast. Time and tide wait for no one. Lots of responsibilities to fulfill and it’s all about TIME when COOPERATION seems so hard.
I welcome pain. Have pain and I understand what is comfort and pleasure. Have pain and I think more and learn more. Have pain and I am coming to know God, my answers to my questions.
Spurred On by Pain?
My heart is burning. It is not flames of glory. It is not passion for love. It is not anxiety. It is excruciating pain of hurt and betrayal.
My Life, My Art
Yesterday I am Sorry, Blame It On Me. Today, I allowed all The Rain on me. My sister does not believe that I have no money. She always said my money “ba ba” (teochew, meaning full). She dyed her hair and asked me to go buy New Year clothes. I told her I did not want to waste money. When I am earning so hard for money, how can I afford to let money fly away easily just like that?
My eyes were sealed, blinded by love or was it refused to open? I shut down the door of God. My mother asked me to go to Church. I did not listen to my mother. Today, I understand what my mother said and I understand how my mother felt.
Money, The Source of Pain
Whatever we do, all is for Money. He took up loans and endless loans to “Invest”. But that in my view is never correct. If he had been in the right path, the family would not suffer debts. He wanted wealth, but end up in being Money Slaves and “Poverty” life. I hate this. We are getting poorer and not richer year after year, especially with price hike now. Nobody would like their any of their family members to be a ‘gambler’. Everybody in the family will not stand any good. The children are always the ones that suffer the most and they are the innocent ones. They are the ones who will grow up, learning the ‘Bad’ things indirectly. I hate to see this, and I must try as hard as possible to let my children follow God’s way of life, the true path to happiness in life and the right way to lead one’s life.
… Money Blind The Man, “Mould” The Man
What is regarded as Success? Many relate Success to the amount of Money they have. Families have couples working. Some have children. By having a stable job and a family as such, is that success? Friends working, have wife, kids and maid. Many such families have cars and some families have condominium or landed property. How many really successful ones are there — one in which they are personally happy and feeling satisfied spiritually. If that is being so, there will not be so many unhappy marriages and divorce. The amount of money does not equate to happiness. Without money, there is no happiness too. Everybody need to eat, but there should be moderation, a balance of everything in life. But when there is no work and there is no stable income, but only regular bills and regular monthly interests payment to be made, that is the problem of life.
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